Thursday 4 August 2011

Happy and unhappy memory in this few days

             Hmm... should i write happy 1 1st or the sad 1 1st ??? Hmmm... I should write the sad 1 1st so i can happy at the end ....Today was my final exam for my school exam , and i alredy guess tiok that my math teacher will gv us back our exam paper but i nvr guess tiok i will get this such result ... Seriously i really put all my concentration in this exam but among all the paper i thk i most confident paper is my PP subject because i had write a lot of thg and i just can hope that i can get the marks for it ....
             Today my math DIE with the reason i haad done sipeh lot of mistake , dun knw why when normally exam i knw hw to do but when come in to the exam i sure will forgot hw to do it , maybe i'm just too pressure for it although i always tell myself i'm nt pressure ... After we get our math paper , ekon teacher come in and started to distribute the cert for us but when she started discuss our paper she change , a lot of ppl say that she nt really a good teacher but for me she are good teacher ... When we discuss the paper , i only gt a few correct ... the time when teacher wanna go out she say that we nt really put full focus inside and she say JL somethg .... Haix .. Today really a sad day for me ....
              But ytd was my happiest day ... bcus after exam , me , PY , WS , Bell , LW and master we all hang out to watch movie at 1st avenue , we go watch Captain America ... when inside the cinema , at 1st PY was sitting beside me then when master come in , she ask master sit beside me ... she really bad eh bully me like that ... But no bully where gt fun rite ????
              After movie we guys teman the gal to shopping , go see their dress .... then master see tiok a dress that she like , so she come and tell me .... she say " christopher , i want that dress " ... Then i also dun knw why i will ans she " go buy lah " , after that i started laugh why i will say that also ... Then when we back eh time i ask her wanna buy bo then she say she will borrow from friend , i guess if she say she wan i thk i will buy for her eh lo .. hahaha ... then PY keep tell me that she wanna also , then i laugh again....
              When reach home , i was told that we will having dinner with my aunty which come from England so i was very happy because long time i did't see them last 2 year already so i really miss them .... So ytd we decide to go Bkt Merah on Aug 16 , i thk i will having more fun on there with my uncle Ian ... YEah .... REallly cant wait it ... Ok lah !!!! Bye again ya :P

Friday 29 July 2011

29/07/201

             Hmm... just left a few days and it was my exam again , i really hope that i can get the result that i hope lah ya !!!! Today i did't do my duty again because my leg pain so i request to not doing duty and it approve by my shorty boss , then my"sis" ask me to wait her at foyer because she wanna gv me somethg so i wait her at foyer for few minute with my mocha coffee .. Dun knw since when i fall in love to drink coffee ( except original black coffee ) ...
             After she gave it to me then i walk back to my class sit down and start to do my revision again , after 735am ... they all did't come up to class yet so i went outside and see what happen manatau i saw tiok ah sam at the class then i straight cabut into class again or else he sure come gv me counseling again , then suddenly TPP past by and say i hidding inside the class so i just tell her i doing duty and i pretend walk inside the class like doing duty eh type ...
             Then after few minute , my classmate enter class liao !!!! During the PP period , i was doing my ekon because teacher wanna discuss the past year 2006 exam paper and i still did't do yet so i do it and i start to hv confident to do ekon d , wahahah... felt so happy nia :P
             After PP is PA , and teacher is teaching bout rasuah so me , ws and pokok are talking behind ... When math sir coming he sudden ask y the guy sit together , he sound like nt in good mood eh !!!! Then when my recess eh time , i ask N wan to go down bo then he tiok gv me the reason say that he wanna wait PKS go down ... Cheh !!!! He always like that eh , ( No balls eh ) everythg also takut ... Durinig recess time , i saw tiok some1 was crying and i dun knw what going on also , so i just ignore it lo ( hope it ntg to do with me eh lah ) or else i sure will sipeh down again ...
             So after recess time is my ekon , 1st time i felt so clever ... can do tiok the ques without my mentor beside me , hehehe ....From that moment start i felt wanna to hardworking for my ekon liao , wait me ya ekon :P 
             I was so surprise that my Juliet and also my "jie jie " come to school today , bcus i long time did't chat with them already ... Haix ... whn talk about the Juliet , i tiok rmb what Jo jo tell me ... She say that I'm the fattest Romeo in all the movie , that time i really dun knw wan to sad or laught !!! But that was my 1st drama that i act , i really happy .... After that i thk back again , i sudden laugh it out because i should proud to myself because in the history there r no fatty Romeo and i make that history , so i laugh :P Wahahahh....
             Ok lah !!! Today my story end at here 1st lah :P Bye bye ... Hope can let u all see tomorrow lah !!!!

Thursday 28 July 2011

What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ???

             What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ??? For me , is not friendship but friend shit ... Why would i say that??? Because is friend is SUCK ... i knw that nt all friend is that but , almost around me eh friend like to thk that i'm a stealer ... Knw what i steal ??? I steal girlfriend from them , WTF ....
              i still remember that at 1st , i really not blieve in friend ... A bit also dun have but then gt 1 friend told me that nt all the friend are like that , the 1 who hurt me is already past ... then i just ignore her until 1 days gt 1 ppl say that i wanna steal her gf , that time i only knw that my heart really started to blive in my "bro" because my heart like cut by thousands of knife in every minute ... So i really angry and just ignore my "bro" for few days , then he realize that i did't wanna to rampas , so he apologize to me ... And i just forgive him because i already step into friendship hole which is i unable to climb up again ....
              But today finally , i manage to climb up again to the top because i was hurt again by my "bro" ... This time is another ppl ... WTF , why should friend can't blive in friend ... Without the trust bond between friend then friend are meaningless ... I wanna thank those who are still blieve in me but i thk i won't trust any of you all again ... This is the last time that i will trust my friend , i'm so sorry to you all ... I knw that this is unfair to you all but only i do this i only can't let myself fall into the FRIEND SHIT hole again ....



FRIEND SUCK ...
  Please don't trust your friend deeply because the person who hurt you the most is your best friend ...

Sunday 24 July 2011

Izit so hard to find a "family" in school ???

             I always dream to have a "family" in school , which can see all my classmate helping each others ... When the 1st time i enter this class , i really felt that i had found what i wanted this long year until now .... i started to change my mind bout it .
             When i was in A1 , i know that i was't the class that i dream always because i saw that there appear to have a lot of group which is different friend gt different group ... then i found out that when the time that i'm not in the class there are more problem occur that , someone was boycott someone and i was feel very shock about it ... I know that i had no right to say or to do anythg bcus i'm no longer in that class and also not so friend with them ...
             There r also somethg happen in my class ... The 1st time when i enter this class , i feel so warm to have this class to be my class ... i always proud to study in this class because i had found what had i dream and i always tell other how good was my class , i keep showing off about my class ... Nw i realize that i all had change , although they still smile to each other but i had seen that there already occur a grouping among them ....
              Why must this keep happen ??? I was been teach to blieve in friend , from a friend ... she teach me to blieve in friendship but nw i can see that the word end has appear in the word friend , friend really cant last longer ... it will break when the time move and soon or later , the word friend will turn into end ...
               I really hate myself .... If 1 days i bcum Bisu , i thk there will be a lot people happy for me , bcus i cant break their heart as what i do nw ... If 1 days i bcum blind , i bet the 1st person that will happy is me bcus i no need use my eyes to see the true meaning of friendship ... ARGH !!!!! I thk i should learn , talk less , listen less and emo more so that i no need suffer when my friend are in trouble ...




 I HATE MYSELF ....

Sunday night

             Friday my "sis" ask me to help her in charity work but then i scare my dad dun like it because scare me always go out so i tell my "sis" see how 1st then yesterday i ask my dad see whether i can go or not ... I was so surprise that my dad say can then i call to tell my "sis" say that ok then she told me that she found some1 help her d , suddenly i felt that dun wan go already although i still can go ... So today morning i go for my hair cut in the morning then cash my babe after that ....
             After wash my babe i say " my babe so white white , muack muack muack " , then gt 1 ppl ask me to tell my babe during hp ... Actually he misunderstanding my meaning already because my babe is a my car not a human being , sweating ... after wash my babe , actually i can go find my "sis" but manatau i bo go maybe i'm too tired already .... Maybe nxt time only i go help her do charity lah !!!
             Just left a week then my nightmare appear again with is my exam ... ARGH !!!! Really scare bout it , my dad put all the hope on me but i scare i will fail him again ... God pls help me in my study ... I promise i will try my best .... Cheer Up Luiz ...

Thursday 21 July 2011

Crazy day at school

             I was so happy today ... Guess what happen ??? Wahahah .... today i thk only math teacher teaching nia !!!! All my teacher were not teaching because due to the photography section and also PP quiz that why all my teacher unable to teach us ....The thg that make me sad is i was nt in math class and my sir still teaching , haix ... but i still can catch up lucky :P
            Hehehe ... my "sis" did a sushi for me today but sushi was my biggest weak point , when i eat sushi i sure will go toilet "pupu" eh ... when i smell it i also will feel sick d eh !!!! But i feel so happy because she did a sushi for me , then i had no choice i belanja to my master and friend to eat ...
            Today same like every thusday , i stay back to teach jl and jw math !!!! Hmmm... ntg to write d , then i guess i should go study d liao lo rite ???? Then ok lah !!!! I off d lah !!!! Bye bye :P

Wednesday 20 July 2011

Day that i down

            Today dun know why i felt so angry , althought that i had done it so many thing for so long and i dun even felt so angry but 2day dun knw why it seem that has explode in my heart .... When they ask me bout RC thg i really step into angry mood . Today was photography section so i took 3 pic for KCT , Swimming and RC , today was so suprise that swiming club appears so many member ... So we thk that their duty is washing our pant , put lotion for us , cook for us , take our bag , our driver and so on ... Then the most stupid thg is when i was taking KCT pic , i go lower 6 to call the KCT members , manatau i so unlucky or so lucky i enter my PP teacher class then i ask for her permission then you guess what she say ????
            She tell the students that " those who wanna take pic with chris eh then u can follow him go " , then i was shock that she will say like that , and sum more she promote me in her class ... it so malu nia :P Then after that i tiok ask all the KCT members out , then she say again " Wah !!! You interest on him " say her to 2 girl ... once again i felt so malu ... Then the whole KCT members was wearing differents shirt with me bcus KCT = bersih , I felt so sweat that time ... haix ...
            Each class have to past up a class page for the magazine then they say we do together and stay back to discuss after school today but i angry again that they just say wanna cancel off because so many ppl cant enter Ed-board to do ... If u all gt the heart to do then no need all stay lah !!! At least , gving the idea already the a few stay back to do so we cant finish as soon as posibble rite ??? Not only that , today morning i ask my brother to go back himself because i wanna stay back for this and i did't tell my dad this is because he will angry for not fetch my brother eh so i had to ask my bro to go back himself , suddenly they say cancel and that time i was so worry that he will go back my bus because he will go back early ... Lucky that he gt sumthg to do so i no need fetch him , then i ask my master to take me around .
            I had to admit that her driving skill ahd improve , just when turning she face some problem .... When reach home , my dad ask me why i went home so late with like a angry voice so i tell him that i always back around that time eh !!! Then i sit beside him and watch movie with him , suddently that he ask me to go eat ... so i go eat !!!! Haiz ... Today really occur a lot of problem that make me so down and sad .... I just hope that this stupid thg can run slow than me so i no need to face it agian ....