Happy and unhappy memory in this few days

             Hmm... should i write happy 1 1st or the sad 1 1st ??? Hmmm... I should write the sad 1 1st so i can happy at the end ....Today was my final exam for my school exam , and i alredy guess tiok that my math teacher will gv us back our exam paper but i nvr guess tiok i will get this such result ... Seriously i really put all my concentration in this exam but among all the paper i thk i most confident paper is my PP subject because i had write a lot of thg and i just can hope that i can get the marks for it ....
             Today my math DIE with the reason i haad done sipeh lot of mistake , dun knw why when normally exam i knw hw to do but when come in to the exam i sure will forgot hw to do it , maybe i'm just too pressure for it although i always tell myself i'm nt pressure ... After we get our math paper , ekon teacher come in and started to distribute the cert for us but when she started discuss our paper she change , a lot of ppl say that she nt really a good teacher but for me she are good teacher ... When we discuss the paper , i only gt a few correct ... the time when teacher wanna go out she say that we nt really put full focus inside and she say JL somethg .... Haix .. Today really a sad day for me ....
              But ytd was my happiest day ... bcus after exam , me , PY , WS , Bell , LW and master we all hang out to watch movie at 1st avenue , we go watch Captain America ... when inside the cinema , at 1st PY was sitting beside me then when master come in , she ask master sit beside me ... she really bad eh bully me like that ... But no bully where gt fun rite ????
              After movie we guys teman the gal to shopping , go see their dress .... then master see tiok a dress that she like , so she come and tell me .... she say " christopher , i want that dress " ... Then i also dun knw why i will ans she " go buy lah " , after that i started laugh why i will say that also ... Then when we back eh time i ask her wanna buy bo then she say she will borrow from friend , i guess if she say she wan i thk i will buy for her eh lo .. hahaha ... then PY keep tell me that she wanna also , then i laugh again....
              When reach home , i was told that we will having dinner with my aunty which come from England so i was very happy because long time i did't see them last 2 year already so i really miss them .... So ytd we decide to go Bkt Merah on Aug 16 , i thk i will having more fun on there with my uncle Ian ... YEah .... REallly cant wait it ... Ok lah !!!! Bye again ya :P

29/07/201

             Hmm... just left a few days and it was my exam again , i really hope that i can get the result that i hope lah ya !!!! Today i did't do my duty again because my leg pain so i request to not doing duty and it approve by my shorty boss , then my"sis" ask me to wait her at foyer because she wanna gv me somethg so i wait her at foyer for few minute with my mocha coffee .. Dun knw since when i fall in love to drink coffee ( except original black coffee ) ...
             After she gave it to me then i walk back to my class sit down and start to do my revision again , after 735am ... they all did't come up to class yet so i went outside and see what happen manatau i saw tiok ah sam at the class then i straight cabut into class again or else he sure come gv me counseling again , then suddenly TPP past by and say i hidding inside the class so i just tell her i doing duty and i pretend walk inside the class like doing duty eh type ...
             Then after few minute , my classmate enter class liao !!!! During the PP period , i was doing my ekon because teacher wanna discuss the past year 2006 exam paper and i still did't do yet so i do it and i start to hv confident to do ekon d , wahahah... felt so happy nia :P
             After PP is PA , and teacher is teaching bout rasuah so me , ws and pokok are talking behind ... When math sir coming he sudden ask y the guy sit together , he sound like nt in good mood eh !!!! Then when my recess eh time , i ask N wan to go down bo then he tiok gv me the reason say that he wanna wait PKS go down ... Cheh !!!! He always like that eh , ( No balls eh ) everythg also takut ... Durinig recess time , i saw tiok some1 was crying and i dun knw what going on also , so i just ignore it lo ( hope it ntg to do with me eh lah ) or else i sure will sipeh down again ...
             So after recess time is my ekon , 1st time i felt so clever ... can do tiok the ques without my mentor beside me , hehehe ....From that moment start i felt wanna to hardworking for my ekon liao , wait me ya ekon :P 
             I was so surprise that my Juliet and also my "jie jie " come to school today , bcus i long time did't chat with them already ... Haix ... whn talk about the Juliet , i tiok rmb what Jo jo tell me ... She say that I'm the fattest Romeo in all the movie , that time i really dun knw wan to sad or laught !!! But that was my 1st drama that i act , i really happy .... After that i thk back again , i sudden laugh it out because i should proud to myself because in the history there r no fatty Romeo and i make that history , so i laugh :P Wahahahh....
             Ok lah !!! Today my story end at here 1st lah :P Bye bye ... Hope can let u all see tomorrow lah !!!!

What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ???

             What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ??? For me , is not friendship but friend shit ... Why would i say that??? Because is friend is SUCK ... i knw that nt all friend is that but , almost around me eh friend like to thk that i'm a stealer ... Knw what i steal ??? I steal girlfriend from them , WTF ....
              i still remember that at 1st , i really not blieve in friend ... A bit also dun have but then gt 1 friend told me that nt all the friend are like that , the 1 who hurt me is already past ... then i just ignore her until 1 days gt 1 ppl say that i wanna steal her gf , that time i only knw that my heart really started to blive in my "bro" because my heart like cut by thousands of knife in every minute ... So i really angry and just ignore my "bro" for few days , then he realize that i did't wanna to rampas , so he apologize to me ... And i just forgive him because i already step into friendship hole which is i unable to climb up again ....
              But today finally , i manage to climb up again to the top because i was hurt again by my "bro" ... This time is another ppl ... WTF , why should friend can't blive in friend ... Without the trust bond between friend then friend are meaningless ... I wanna thank those who are still blieve in me but i thk i won't trust any of you all again ... This is the last time that i will trust my friend , i'm so sorry to you all ... I knw that this is unfair to you all but only i do this i only can't let myself fall into the FRIEND SHIT hole again ....

FRIEND SUCK ...

  Please don't trust your friend deeply because the person who hurt you the most is your best friend ...

Izit so hard to find a "family" in school ???

             I always dream to have a "family" in school , which can see all my classmate helping each others ... When the 1st time i enter this class , i really felt that i had found what i wanted this long year until now .... i started to change my mind bout it .
             When i was in A1 , i know that i was't the class that i dream always because i saw that there appear to have a lot of group which is different friend gt different group ... then i found out that when the time that i'm not in the class there are more problem occur that , someone was boycott someone and i was feel very shock about it ... I know that i had no right to say or to do anythg bcus i'm no longer in that class and also not so friend with them ...
             There r also somethg happen in my class ... The 1st time when i enter this class , i feel so warm to have this class to be my class ... i always proud to study in this class because i had found what had i dream and i always tell other how good was my class , i keep showing off about my class ... Nw i realize that i all had change , although they still smile to each other but i had seen that there already occur a grouping among them ....
              Why must this keep happen ??? I was been teach to blieve in friend , from a friend ... she teach me to blieve in friendship but nw i can see that the word end has appear in the word friend , friend really cant last longer ... it will break when the time move and soon or later , the word friend will turn into end ...
               I really hate myself .... If 1 days i bcum Bisu , i thk there will be a lot people happy for me , bcus i cant break their heart as what i do nw ... If 1 days i bcum blind , i bet the 1st person that will happy is me bcus i no need use my eyes to see the true meaning of friendship ... ARGH !!!!! I thk i should learn , talk less , listen less and emo more so that i no need suffer when my friend are in trouble ...

 I HATE MYSELF ....

Sunday night

             Friday my "sis" ask me to help her in charity work but then i scare my dad dun like it because scare me always go out so i tell my "sis" see how 1st then yesterday i ask my dad see whether i can go or not ... I was so surprise that my dad say can then i call to tell my "sis" say that ok then she told me that she found some1 help her d , suddenly i felt that dun wan go already although i still can go ... So today morning i go for my hair cut in the morning then cash my babe after that ....
             After wash my babe i say " my babe so white white , muack muack muack " , then gt 1 ppl ask me to tell my babe during hp ... Actually he misunderstanding my meaning already because my babe is a my car not a human being , sweating ... after wash my babe , actually i can go find my "sis" but manatau i bo go maybe i'm too tired already .... Maybe nxt time only i go help her do charity lah !!!
             Just left a week then my nightmare appear again with is my exam ... ARGH !!!! Really scare bout it , my dad put all the hope on me but i scare i will fail him again ... God pls help me in my study ... I promise i will try my best .... Cheer Up Luiz ...

Crazy day at school

             I was so happy today ... Guess what happen ??? Wahahah .... today i thk only math teacher teaching nia !!!! All my teacher were not teaching because due to the photography section and also PP quiz that why all my teacher unable to teach us ....The thg that make me sad is i was nt in math class and my sir still teaching , haix ... but i still can catch up lucky :P
            Hehehe ... my "sis" did a sushi for me today but sushi was my biggest weak point , when i eat sushi i sure will go toilet "pupu" eh ... when i smell it i also will feel sick d eh !!!! But i feel so happy because she did a sushi for me , then i had no choice i belanja to my master and friend to eat ...
            Today same like every thusday , i stay back to teach jl and jw math !!!! Hmmm... ntg to write d , then i guess i should go study d liao lo rite ???? Then ok lah !!!! I off d lah !!!! Bye bye :P

Day that i down

            Today dun know why i felt so angry , althought that i had done it so many thing for so long and i dun even felt so angry but 2day dun knw why it seem that has explode in my heart .... When they ask me bout RC thg i really step into angry mood . Today was photography section so i took 3 pic for KCT , Swimming and RC , today was so suprise that swiming club appears so many member ... So we thk that their duty is washing our pant , put lotion for us , cook for us , take our bag , our driver and so on ... Then the most stupid thg is when i was taking KCT pic , i go lower 6 to call the KCT members , manatau i so unlucky or so lucky i enter my PP teacher class then i ask for her permission then you guess what she say ????
            She tell the students that " those who wanna take pic with chris eh then u can follow him go " , then i was shock that she will say like that , and sum more she promote me in her class ... it so malu nia :P Then after that i tiok ask all the KCT members out , then she say again " Wah !!! You interest on him " say her to 2 girl ... once again i felt so malu ... Then the whole KCT members was wearing differents shirt with me bcus KCT = bersih , I felt so sweat that time ... haix ...
            Each class have to past up a class page for the magazine then they say we do together and stay back to discuss after school today but i angry again that they just say wanna cancel off because so many ppl cant enter Ed-board to do ... If u all gt the heart to do then no need all stay lah !!! At least , gving the idea already the a few stay back to do so we cant finish as soon as posibble rite ??? Not only that , today morning i ask my brother to go back himself because i wanna stay back for this and i did't tell my dad this is because he will angry for not fetch my brother eh so i had to ask my bro to go back himself , suddenly they say cancel and that time i was so worry that he will go back my bus because he will go back early ... Lucky that he gt sumthg to do so i no need fetch him , then i ask my master to take me around .
            I had to admit that her driving skill ahd improve , just when turning she face some problem .... When reach home , my dad ask me why i went home so late with like a angry voice so i tell him that i always back around that time eh !!! Then i sit beside him and watch movie with him , suddently that he ask me to go eat ... so i go eat !!!! Haiz ... Today really occur a lot of problem that make me so down and sad .... I just hope that this stupid thg can run slow than me so i no need to face it agian ....

Hmmm... Let write bout my journey today

            Today was a very tired day because i yesterday nite reach pinang around 10pm , you sure curious where i go rite ??? Heheheh.... let me tell you , i went to pray at 10 different temple at 10 different places so that why i so tired this morning .... From the early of the glory morning 4am i already wake up then until around 11pm only sleep , almost 18 hour ...
             Today my ekon teacher did't come to school because she went to dun knw what course so that why she did't come until wed ... Hmm , dun knw should feel happy or sad , sad because exam near already so i need her help in my ekon and the happy thg is teacher did't come so we gt free time but today the free time i use to copy my math hmwork that i did't do during long time ago .... then after that i was fishing during PP period because teacher was talking about world business trading so i'm kinda wanna sleep d but i did't fall asleep ... quite a number of my friend already finding their " grandparent " playing chess d .
             After school , my friend LL say wanna buy food so she use my car to go buy food and i was sitting beside her . Her car was manual and mine is auto eh , then she say wanna try so i let her try and she told me dun worry because her skill very good . Actually i dun even scare of anythg also :P , i told her that i scare she kena horn by others car ... And good thg nvr happen and it always happy in the other way , it really happen that she kena horn by other car when she just drove just out from the school . Then she buy the food , at first it was nice but it happen up side down when we wanna back , she almost cause my " babe " accident because she unable to break ... once again that the driver was shouting but i'm just steady eh sit beside them , it really funny that i still nt yet shout but they shout it before me ....
             When we back to school , i join my friend go GH to pay a visit to my friend . She almost 1 month did't go to school so i pay her a visit just now , i'm glad that she look better than i though ... I hope that she will recover from her sickness soon , GOD bless her .... Hmmm.... i thk i should stop here and continue my journey tomorrow and nw i thk i should get back to my studies ....

Thing that happen in this few days

            Hahahaa... Again that i had been a long period did't write blog . On wed is my badminton competition for MBS close , and i had lost in the match with the result 30 : 17 but i already know the result when i known that Ling ying and yan qi was my opponent but i never expect that i will get 17 marks or maybe that they give me marks eh !!!! But what i heard is they really did't gv " water "  to us so i become more happy .
            Yesterday was my boss and master match with joanne and gaya , i thought that my master team will win them and i hope that they can enter next round but the reality are so cruel because they had lost to joanne with the score 30 : 20 ( i think so :P ) Because of that match i saw my master cry the 1st time ... when she was crying i dun knw hw to comfert her and i was just standing beside her company her ... That time i know that she dun have mood to watch badminton competition already so i bring her back home , during reaching her house ... suddenly i ask her , she gt lesson for car or not then she ans gt . I dun knw what happen to me , sudden ask her to drive with my car and i dun even felt any scare ... i thk i had gone insane , she telling me that she long time did't drive already but dun knw why i still dare to let her to drive ... But the moment she drive i started to see her sweet smile appear at her face , that time i really felt so happy . Although she still nt really knw hw to control but i believe if she practice more then she will able to drive very smooth ... After that when she reach home she gv me a very sweet smile and i ask her to msg me when she reach home but she say that her hp had out of credit ... Along the way back to my house i call her and ask her izit she reach home d .... Then at night i msg she and i did't expect that she will reply eh because she told me that her hp had out of credit . Then she send me a msg and it content was about thx me , that time i felt happy again but there are something that make me thk twice so i msg my boss and ask her ok bo ??? Then my boss reply me that she ok and ask me concern bout my master ... At that moment i felt that they both really gt problem , although they were sittiing beside each other but they were nt belive in each other . Haiz ... really headache about it .
             Today when i saw them were nice to each other and having a talk and laugh together , i really felt then i had realease the big stone in my heart , i hope this beautiful moment will live forever for them . I'm a person that won't trust friend eh but when i entre this great class i really blieve in all of them , i felt that my distance btwn me n jl r better than last time d . This time we gt talk more already but dun knw y ... mayb she just wanna make ys jealous but if she really wan that then i thk that she had made it bcus ys was jealous bout me ... Today jl was crying inside the class during ekon class and that moment i was shock because altough i knw she will cry when she sad but i nvr expect that she will cry inside the class and infront teacher , although that she told me that it was a small matter but my feeling told me that it was nt that easy .... God bless her that she will happy always and won't hurt by other ppl ...

Cannot slp again ....

            Hmm... tonight i cant sleep again , dun knw y ??? My mind really in headache , it felt wanna take a day off but cant ... My brain had to work for 24 hour per day , 7 days per week , 4 weeks per month , 12 month per year ... why cant let it stop ??? I say i just wanna she happy but can i did it or just say nia ??? I started to confuse about what had i say ...

            Nxt month again is my exam , i'm kinda scare that i cant do it but i will try my very best to not let my parents down bcause they had put a very high hope on me ... start from tomorrow , badminton match will start and i know i had no chance to win it bcus 1st round i already meet with the pro !!!! But for me playing badminton is not the matter of win and lose , it is the matter of how you enjoy the process when u  are playing with them ....

            Thus my house will doing a BBQ party and i hope that this is party that i hope for the long time , i thk it will .... i must put some faith with it ... cheer up chris , u had promise yourself not to be sad rite ??? So you must put your sweet smile every moment :p

Early morning ...

             It was a raining day , i had woke up so early today maybe is due to her .... It happen few days ago, i had know a girl then she started call me kor kor ... that day she make me honey drink and i felt so sweet because she know i had a headache a day before , during the 1P1S1M she make me a breakfast which a human face inside and again i felt so sweet about it .. Yesterday she told me that she had break with her bf and she very sad , i dun know what can i do to make her cheer up again ... haix ... that  why i wake up so early today , maybe i really worry bout her ... I scare that i had already fall for her .... just hope that she will recover soon :p

             Later i will have a badminton with my friend , yahoo.... yeah !!!! Feel so syok :P

Another DAY

              It has been quite a few days i did not write blog ... During this few days , i feel it has been change a lot but there are something that never change ... that is , my name is christopher tan , the boy that like to make fun .... A few more day , there will be a Sukan Tahunan for my school and i will tarik tali for KCT and i hope i will get gold medal for it and all my RC members will march very good during that time so it won't memalukan saya ... Today morning we all had raptai for our sukan tahunan so we all went down to training at the field .
             Hmmm... ohya , i make a few new friend which is lower six girl ( Do not count as make a few friend also because i not even know their name :P ) there were train with us for this coming sukan tahunan ... then when go back to class , i was like do not know what teacher say during math class because i felt so sleep :P After that our teacher told me that our class monitor stomach ache and ask me teman she go ed board to rest but she refuse to go , she is kinda stubborn girl ... won't listen to anyone eh !!!!
             After the school end , i had to go for my RNC training with my friend because we had a presentation tomorrow after school ... Finaly after we working so hard in this project , we can show our talent tomorrow ( feel so excited ) ... Hmmm... what should i say ??? Nothing already , is time for me to dissapear ... Bye Bye

Today activities

             Today is very enjoy day .. i enjoy doing my activities , my activities is ....... i sleep for the whole day . wahaha...... Morning rainning is because i clean my room n cupboard  so it will rain . Then after clean i eat some bread and finaly i go sleep . wahahha... This is my whole day activities ... Eat , sleep and play PSP :P

Write blog when teaching tuition ...

             I was curios about why when students go to school they will said that i want holiday and when their wish come true , then will started to said i want go to school ... I always feel wanna to have holiday when studies but i feel that i had change , and i change a lot compare to last time , i feel wanna go school to study and i know i will let people say that i show off but i dun know why , i started to love study ... Maybe i'm not love because there are a girl said that i wanna to get attention from everyone so i had do a lot of thing to get their attention , maybe she is right but i also seem fall in love with all the subject when my result of exam getting better and better ... Maybe i should just put my jealous heart and keep focus on my study because i aim to enter USM , so i must do my very best to get a very good result .... This few days i really realize a lot of thing , i started to keep my jealous heart aside and put my afford in my study ... Today my dad bought 2 pair of LOVE BIRD , they were so cute ... It really relax when see them make noise , so fun to see it ... What a boring day , hope that gt people chatting with me .... Haix..... 

A night that i cant slp ...

            Tonight i had think a lot , i recall back when had i entre Upper 6 Arts 5 ... Seriously i recall back the feeling that have in 5 Science last 2 years ago , i really cannot find another class that so friendly like them ... Although i does not know them so well but in my opinion there are so " Beauty " , allow me to introduce them in this blog ... Let me start with Jia ling my class monitor , in my opinion she really a kind and good monitor that i ever meet compare to all others monitor , she willing to take all the responsible on us , when we does not know how to answer the question that gave by teacher , she will raise up her hand to gave her answer ... I really imprese with her brave attitude... Then goes to my assistance monitor - Mei foong ( Boss ) , she kinda smart in "everything " , she got a mature mind and look althought it is true , wahhahah.... Next is my mentor - yee wuan , my mentor for ekonomi subject ... She really use her heart to teach me this noob mentee but during the second ekonomi exam i had let her dissapointed , i hate myself so stupid because she had use her heart to teach me but i still gave her this "good" result ... Then i want intro our funny friend - Dean jun and pei yong , the class become more fun when see them playing ... They like a sister because like to make people happy , without their happy voice it become less " high " ... then i wan intro my master - Serene tan , she gave me the name Luiz although i kinda sad when they call me like that but i started to like the cute little bulldog but not the meaning of ot :P , she and my asst.monitor is in a pair eh !!! Next is Sophia , she like to play "argue" with my monitor and when you see them "argue" with each other , you will forgot about the sadness ... Then is my prefect friend yuga and audrey , yuga like to call yin lei name and make yin lei feel so geli but audrey kinda different a bit , she seem like living in her own world ... she less talk with people or maybe i dun know her well yet ... Then is my primary friend - Chin ting , although she was my classmate when we are in primary but we have less conversation until we reunion in here again dun knw last time i dun knw her well or what , i felt she talk a lot nw , wahahahah... Nxt is my treasurer - Ee Huay , for me she like " Along " although this is her duty ... still remember that when i 1st time i entre this class , she will come toward me and collect money ...
 Then is cute ling ling , hehehe .... later i sure will kill by her :P last but not least is yui shan and ling wei , no comment because i dun knw wan say what :P After finish intro the " guys with long hair " , then now i should intro " girls with short hair " ... 1st of cause is the smartest guy in our class lah !!!! He is kok huat , and dun kne why they call him pokok @.@ he not only smartest among the guys , he also smartest among the U6A5 ... Then let me introdue our muscular guy - woei shouh ,his body like a yummy burger ... feel wanna put into my mouth and chew it .... wahahahaha... then the funny guy in our classs - amier the gay , he like to play joke around us and i imprese that he does not feel have any stress during exam :P Last and cannot forgot about it eh - nick ( The Shorty ) we both can say like bro and sis ( of cause i bro and she r sis ) always be together although that we have a conflit few week before but nw still bro and sis ... wahhahaha...... I never regret to entre in such wonderfull class and classmate but i regret why i did't entre this class early :P Hahaha ...before i forgot , there are still gt 1 girl that i left out :P she is Xin fang , i always forgot to mention her name ( i sure die ) erm... ske kinda funny , and i like to bully her eh :P
   

  Thank you all

I LOVE YOU

Trip to Cameron Highland

            It is a 3 days 2 night trips with family .... On 28th May , we went there in the early of the morning and on that day also my school 120th anniversary so i had to choose 1 even to join . So finaly i had choosen to go Cameron with my family because there are a few thing that make me don't wan to join the 120th anniversary , when i reach Cameron i cannot let go all my sad feeling althought there was my favourite place because the temperature at there was only very low compare to here ... In that night , i was asking my classmate that i care to let me know izit they are reach home safety or not but the result that i get is very dissapointed me because there are no one that send me a single message . Sometime that i felt i over care about other people , i never care about myself until i can easy jealus on other people , what will happen if i care about myself more compare to others ? Will i get more happy or not ?
             On 29th May , i started to forget the sad feeling but it is hard than i thought ... On that day , we went to a lot of places and we had gamble during the night but not involve me because i'm a good guy :P Today is the last day and we reach home around 7pm , my family and I had to clean up the mess that cause by my 3 dogs ... During the journey back to home , we count what had we eat . You guess ? Hahah... We ate almost 100 eggs , 5 loaf of breat , 4 botel of milk and so much food in 3 days time , i was shock when we count ... There are also something that make me sad about it , no one was asking me wheter i reach Pinang already or not ??? No one was asking ... It break my heart once again T.T