Hmm... just left a few days and it was my exam again , i really hope that i can get the result that i hope lah ya !!!! Today i did't do my duty again because my leg pain so i request to not doing duty and it approve by my shorty boss , then my"sis" ask me to wait her at foyer because she wanna gv me somethg so i wait her at foyer for few minute with my mocha coffee .. Dun knw since when i fall in love to drink coffee ( except original black coffee ) ...
After she gave it to me then i walk back to my class sit down and start to do my revision again , after 735am ... they all did't come up to class yet so i went outside and see what happen manatau i saw tiok ah sam at the class then i straight cabut into class again or else he sure come gv me counseling again , then suddenly TPP past by and say i hidding inside the class so i just tell her i doing duty and i pretend walk inside the class like doing duty eh type ...
Then after few minute , my classmate enter class liao !!!! During the PP period , i was doing my ekon because teacher wanna discuss the past year 2006 exam paper and i still did't do yet so i do it and i start to hv confident to do ekon d , wahahah... felt so happy nia :P
After PP is PA , and teacher is teaching bout rasuah so me , ws and pokok are talking behind ... When math sir coming he sudden ask y the guy sit together , he sound like nt in good mood eh !!!! Then when my recess eh time , i ask N wan to go down bo then he tiok gv me the reason say that he wanna wait PKS go down ... Cheh !!!! He always like that eh , ( No balls eh ) everythg also takut ... Durinig recess time , i saw tiok some1 was crying and i dun knw what going on also , so i just ignore it lo ( hope it ntg to do with me eh lah ) or else i sure will sipeh down again ...
So after recess time is my ekon , 1st time i felt so clever ... can do tiok the ques without my mentor beside me , hehehe ....From that moment start i felt wanna to hardworking for my ekon liao , wait me ya ekon :P
I was so surprise that my Juliet and also my "jie jie " come to school today , bcus i long time did't chat with them already ... Haix ... whn talk about the Juliet , i tiok rmb what Jo jo tell me ... She say that I'm the fattest Romeo in all the movie , that time i really dun knw wan to sad or laught !!! But that was my 1st drama that i act , i really happy .... After that i thk back again , i sudden laugh it out because i should proud to myself because in the history there r no fatty Romeo and i make that history , so i laugh :P Wahahahh....
Ok lah !!! Today my story end at here 1st lah :P Bye bye ... Hope can let u all see tomorrow lah !!!!
Friday 29 July 2011
Thursday 28 July 2011
What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ???
What is the meaning of FRIENDSHIP ??? For me , is not friendship but friend shit ... Why would i say that??? Because is friend is SUCK ... i knw that nt all friend is that but , almost around me eh friend like to thk that i'm a stealer ... Knw what i steal ??? I steal girlfriend from them , WTF ....
i still remember that at 1st , i really not blieve in friend ... A bit also dun have but then gt 1 friend told me that nt all the friend are like that , the 1 who hurt me is already past ... then i just ignore her until 1 days gt 1 ppl say that i wanna steal her gf , that time i only knw that my heart really started to blive in my "bro" because my heart like cut by thousands of knife in every minute ... So i really angry and just ignore my "bro" for few days , then he realize that i did't wanna to rampas , so he apologize to me ... And i just forgive him because i already step into friendship hole which is i unable to climb up again ....
But today finally , i manage to climb up again to the top because i was hurt again by my "bro" ... This time is another ppl ... WTF , why should friend can't blive in friend ... Without the trust bond between friend then friend are meaningless ... I wanna thank those who are still blieve in me but i thk i won't trust any of you all again ... This is the last time that i will trust my friend , i'm so sorry to you all ... I knw that this is unfair to you all but only i do this i only can't let myself fall into the FRIEND SHIT hole again ....
i still remember that at 1st , i really not blieve in friend ... A bit also dun have but then gt 1 friend told me that nt all the friend are like that , the 1 who hurt me is already past ... then i just ignore her until 1 days gt 1 ppl say that i wanna steal her gf , that time i only knw that my heart really started to blive in my "bro" because my heart like cut by thousands of knife in every minute ... So i really angry and just ignore my "bro" for few days , then he realize that i did't wanna to rampas , so he apologize to me ... And i just forgive him because i already step into friendship hole which is i unable to climb up again ....
But today finally , i manage to climb up again to the top because i was hurt again by my "bro" ... This time is another ppl ... WTF , why should friend can't blive in friend ... Without the trust bond between friend then friend are meaningless ... I wanna thank those who are still blieve in me but i thk i won't trust any of you all again ... This is the last time that i will trust my friend , i'm so sorry to you all ... I knw that this is unfair to you all but only i do this i only can't let myself fall into the FRIEND SHIT hole again ....
FRIEND SUCK ...
Please don't trust your friend deeply because the person who hurt you the most is your best friend ...
Sunday 24 July 2011
Izit so hard to find a "family" in school ???
I always dream to have a "family" in school , which can see all my classmate helping each others ... When the 1st time i enter this class , i really felt that i had found what i wanted this long year until now .... i started to change my mind bout it .
When i was in A1 , i know that i was't the class that i dream always because i saw that there appear to have a lot of group which is different friend gt different group ... then i found out that when the time that i'm not in the class there are more problem occur that , someone was boycott someone and i was feel very shock about it ... I know that i had no right to say or to do anythg bcus i'm no longer in that class and also not so friend with them ...
There r also somethg happen in my class ... The 1st time when i enter this class , i feel so warm to have this class to be my class ... i always proud to study in this class because i had found what had i dream and i always tell other how good was my class , i keep showing off about my class ... Nw i realize that i all had change , although they still smile to each other but i had seen that there already occur a grouping among them ....
Why must this keep happen ??? I was been teach to blieve in friend , from a friend ... she teach me to blieve in friendship but nw i can see that the word end has appear in the word friend , friend really cant last longer ... it will break when the time move and soon or later , the word friend will turn into end ...
I really hate myself .... If 1 days i bcum Bisu , i thk there will be a lot people happy for me , bcus i cant break their heart as what i do nw ... If 1 days i bcum blind , i bet the 1st person that will happy is me bcus i no need use my eyes to see the true meaning of friendship ... ARGH !!!!! I thk i should learn , talk less , listen less and emo more so that i no need suffer when my friend are in trouble ...
When i was in A1 , i know that i was't the class that i dream always because i saw that there appear to have a lot of group which is different friend gt different group ... then i found out that when the time that i'm not in the class there are more problem occur that , someone was boycott someone and i was feel very shock about it ... I know that i had no right to say or to do anythg bcus i'm no longer in that class and also not so friend with them ...
There r also somethg happen in my class ... The 1st time when i enter this class , i feel so warm to have this class to be my class ... i always proud to study in this class because i had found what had i dream and i always tell other how good was my class , i keep showing off about my class ... Nw i realize that i all had change , although they still smile to each other but i had seen that there already occur a grouping among them ....
Why must this keep happen ??? I was been teach to blieve in friend , from a friend ... she teach me to blieve in friendship but nw i can see that the word end has appear in the word friend , friend really cant last longer ... it will break when the time move and soon or later , the word friend will turn into end ...
I really hate myself .... If 1 days i bcum Bisu , i thk there will be a lot people happy for me , bcus i cant break their heart as what i do nw ... If 1 days i bcum blind , i bet the 1st person that will happy is me bcus i no need use my eyes to see the true meaning of friendship ... ARGH !!!!! I thk i should learn , talk less , listen less and emo more so that i no need suffer when my friend are in trouble ...
I HATE MYSELF ....
Sunday night
Friday my "sis" ask me to help her in charity work but then i scare my dad dun like it because scare me always go out so i tell my "sis" see how 1st then yesterday i ask my dad see whether i can go or not ... I was so surprise that my dad say can then i call to tell my "sis" say that ok then she told me that she found some1 help her d , suddenly i felt that dun wan go already although i still can go ... So today morning i go for my hair cut in the morning then cash my babe after that ....
After wash my babe i say " my babe so white white , muack muack muack " , then gt 1 ppl ask me to tell my babe during hp ... Actually he misunderstanding my meaning already because my babe is a my car not a human being , sweating ... after wash my babe , actually i can go find my "sis" but manatau i bo go maybe i'm too tired already .... Maybe nxt time only i go help her do charity lah !!!
Just left a week then my nightmare appear again with is my exam ... ARGH !!!! Really scare bout it , my dad put all the hope on me but i scare i will fail him again ... God pls help me in my study ... I promise i will try my best .... Cheer Up Luiz ...
After wash my babe i say " my babe so white white , muack muack muack " , then gt 1 ppl ask me to tell my babe during hp ... Actually he misunderstanding my meaning already because my babe is a my car not a human being , sweating ... after wash my babe , actually i can go find my "sis" but manatau i bo go maybe i'm too tired already .... Maybe nxt time only i go help her do charity lah !!!
Just left a week then my nightmare appear again with is my exam ... ARGH !!!! Really scare bout it , my dad put all the hope on me but i scare i will fail him again ... God pls help me in my study ... I promise i will try my best .... Cheer Up Luiz ...
Thursday 21 July 2011
Crazy day at school
I was so happy today ... Guess what happen ??? Wahahah .... today i thk only math teacher teaching nia !!!! All my teacher were not teaching because due to the photography section and also PP quiz that why all my teacher unable to teach us ....The thg that make me sad is i was nt in math class and my sir still teaching , haix ... but i still can catch up lucky :P
Hehehe ... my "sis" did a sushi for me today but sushi was my biggest weak point , when i eat sushi i sure will go toilet "pupu" eh ... when i smell it i also will feel sick d eh !!!! But i feel so happy because she did a sushi for me , then i had no choice i belanja to my master and friend to eat ...
Today same like every thusday , i stay back to teach jl and jw math !!!! Hmmm... ntg to write d , then i guess i should go study d liao lo rite ???? Then ok lah !!!! I off d lah !!!! Bye bye :P
Hehehe ... my "sis" did a sushi for me today but sushi was my biggest weak point , when i eat sushi i sure will go toilet "pupu" eh ... when i smell it i also will feel sick d eh !!!! But i feel so happy because she did a sushi for me , then i had no choice i belanja to my master and friend to eat ...
Today same like every thusday , i stay back to teach jl and jw math !!!! Hmmm... ntg to write d , then i guess i should go study d liao lo rite ???? Then ok lah !!!! I off d lah !!!! Bye bye :P
Wednesday 20 July 2011
Day that i down
Today dun know why i felt so angry , althought that i had done it so many thing for so long and i dun even felt so angry but 2day dun knw why it seem that has explode in my heart .... When they ask me bout RC thg i really step into angry mood . Today was photography section so i took 3 pic for KCT , Swimming and RC , today was so suprise that swiming club appears so many member ... So we thk that their duty is washing our pant , put lotion for us , cook for us , take our bag , our driver and so on ... Then the most stupid thg is when i was taking KCT pic , i go lower 6 to call the KCT members , manatau i so unlucky or so lucky i enter my PP teacher class then i ask for her permission then you guess what she say ????
She tell the students that " those who wanna take pic with chris eh then u can follow him go " , then i was shock that she will say like that , and sum more she promote me in her class ... it so malu nia :P Then after that i tiok ask all the KCT members out , then she say again " Wah !!! You interest on him " say her to 2 girl ... once again i felt so malu ... Then the whole KCT members was wearing differents shirt with me bcus KCT = bersih , I felt so sweat that time ... haix ...
Each class have to past up a class page for the magazine then they say we do together and stay back to discuss after school today but i angry again that they just say wanna cancel off because so many ppl cant enter Ed-board to do ... If u all gt the heart to do then no need all stay lah !!! At least , gving the idea already the a few stay back to do so we cant finish as soon as posibble rite ??? Not only that , today morning i ask my brother to go back himself because i wanna stay back for this and i did't tell my dad this is because he will angry for not fetch my brother eh so i had to ask my bro to go back himself , suddenly they say cancel and that time i was so worry that he will go back my bus because he will go back early ... Lucky that he gt sumthg to do so i no need fetch him , then i ask my master to take me around .
I had to admit that her driving skill ahd improve , just when turning she face some problem .... When reach home , my dad ask me why i went home so late with like a angry voice so i tell him that i always back around that time eh !!! Then i sit beside him and watch movie with him , suddently that he ask me to go eat ... so i go eat !!!! Haiz ... Today really occur a lot of problem that make me so down and sad .... I just hope that this stupid thg can run slow than me so i no need to face it agian ....
She tell the students that " those who wanna take pic with chris eh then u can follow him go " , then i was shock that she will say like that , and sum more she promote me in her class ... it so malu nia :P Then after that i tiok ask all the KCT members out , then she say again " Wah !!! You interest on him " say her to 2 girl ... once again i felt so malu ... Then the whole KCT members was wearing differents shirt with me bcus KCT = bersih , I felt so sweat that time ... haix ...
Each class have to past up a class page for the magazine then they say we do together and stay back to discuss after school today but i angry again that they just say wanna cancel off because so many ppl cant enter Ed-board to do ... If u all gt the heart to do then no need all stay lah !!! At least , gving the idea already the a few stay back to do so we cant finish as soon as posibble rite ??? Not only that , today morning i ask my brother to go back himself because i wanna stay back for this and i did't tell my dad this is because he will angry for not fetch my brother eh so i had to ask my bro to go back himself , suddenly they say cancel and that time i was so worry that he will go back my bus because he will go back early ... Lucky that he gt sumthg to do so i no need fetch him , then i ask my master to take me around .
I had to admit that her driving skill ahd improve , just when turning she face some problem .... When reach home , my dad ask me why i went home so late with like a angry voice so i tell him that i always back around that time eh !!! Then i sit beside him and watch movie with him , suddently that he ask me to go eat ... so i go eat !!!! Haiz ... Today really occur a lot of problem that make me so down and sad .... I just hope that this stupid thg can run slow than me so i no need to face it agian ....
Monday 18 July 2011
Hmmm... Let write bout my journey today
Today was a very tired day because i yesterday nite reach pinang around 10pm , you sure curious where i go rite ??? Heheheh.... let me tell you , i went to pray at 10 different temple at 10 different places so that why i so tired this morning .... From the early of the glory morning 4am i already wake up then until around 11pm only sleep , almost 18 hour ...
Today my ekon teacher did't come to school because she went to dun knw what course so that why she did't come until wed ... Hmm , dun knw should feel happy or sad , sad because exam near already so i need her help in my ekon and the happy thg is teacher did't come so we gt free time but today the free time i use to copy my math hmwork that i did't do during long time ago .... then after that i was fishing during PP period because teacher was talking about world business trading so i'm kinda wanna sleep d but i did't fall asleep ... quite a number of my friend already finding their " grandparent " playing chess d .
After school , my friend LL say wanna buy food so she use my car to go buy food and i was sitting beside her . Her car was manual and mine is auto eh , then she say wanna try so i let her try and she told me dun worry because her skill very good . Actually i dun even scare of anythg also :P , i told her that i scare she kena horn by others car ... And good thg nvr happen and it always happy in the other way , it really happen that she kena horn by other car when she just drove just out from the school . Then she buy the food , at first it was nice but it happen up side down when we wanna back , she almost cause my " babe " accident because she unable to break ... once again that the driver was shouting but i'm just steady eh sit beside them , it really funny that i still nt yet shout but they shout it before me ....
When we back to school , i join my friend go GH to pay a visit to my friend . She almost 1 month did't go to school so i pay her a visit just now , i'm glad that she look better than i though ... I hope that she will recover from her sickness soon , GOD bless her .... Hmmm.... i thk i should stop here and continue my journey tomorrow and nw i thk i should get back to my studies ....
Today my ekon teacher did't come to school because she went to dun knw what course so that why she did't come until wed ... Hmm , dun knw should feel happy or sad , sad because exam near already so i need her help in my ekon and the happy thg is teacher did't come so we gt free time but today the free time i use to copy my math hmwork that i did't do during long time ago .... then after that i was fishing during PP period because teacher was talking about world business trading so i'm kinda wanna sleep d but i did't fall asleep ... quite a number of my friend already finding their " grandparent " playing chess d .
After school , my friend LL say wanna buy food so she use my car to go buy food and i was sitting beside her . Her car was manual and mine is auto eh , then she say wanna try so i let her try and she told me dun worry because her skill very good . Actually i dun even scare of anythg also :P , i told her that i scare she kena horn by others car ... And good thg nvr happen and it always happy in the other way , it really happen that she kena horn by other car when she just drove just out from the school . Then she buy the food , at first it was nice but it happen up side down when we wanna back , she almost cause my " babe " accident because she unable to break ... once again that the driver was shouting but i'm just steady eh sit beside them , it really funny that i still nt yet shout but they shout it before me ....
When we back to school , i join my friend go GH to pay a visit to my friend . She almost 1 month did't go to school so i pay her a visit just now , i'm glad that she look better than i though ... I hope that she will recover from her sickness soon , GOD bless her .... Hmmm.... i thk i should stop here and continue my journey tomorrow and nw i thk i should get back to my studies ....
Friday 15 July 2011
Thing that happen in this few days
Hahahaa... Again that i had been a long period did't write blog . On wed is my badminton competition for MBS close , and i had lost in the match with the result 30 : 17 but i already know the result when i known that Ling ying and yan qi was my opponent but i never expect that i will get 17 marks or maybe that they give me marks eh !!!! But what i heard is they really did't gv " water " to us so i become more happy .
Yesterday was my boss and master match with joanne and gaya , i thought that my master team will win them and i hope that they can enter next round but the reality are so cruel because they had lost to joanne with the score 30 : 20 ( i think so :P ) Because of that match i saw my master cry the 1st time ... when she was crying i dun knw hw to comfert her and i was just standing beside her company her ... That time i know that she dun have mood to watch badminton competition already so i bring her back home , during reaching her house ... suddenly i ask her , she gt lesson for car or not then she ans gt . I dun knw what happen to me , sudden ask her to drive with my car and i dun even felt any scare ... i thk i had gone insane , she telling me that she long time did't drive already but dun knw why i still dare to let her to drive ... But the moment she drive i started to see her sweet smile appear at her face , that time i really felt so happy . Although she still nt really knw hw to control but i believe if she practice more then she will able to drive very smooth ... After that when she reach home she gv me a very sweet smile and i ask her to msg me when she reach home but she say that her hp had out of credit ... Along the way back to my house i call her and ask her izit she reach home d .... Then at night i msg she and i did't expect that she will reply eh because she told me that her hp had out of credit . Then she send me a msg and it content was about thx me , that time i felt happy again but there are something that make me thk twice so i msg my boss and ask her ok bo ??? Then my boss reply me that she ok and ask me concern bout my master ... At that moment i felt that they both really gt problem , although they were sittiing beside each other but they were nt belive in each other . Haiz ... really headache about it .
Today when i saw them were nice to each other and having a talk and laugh together , i really felt then i had realease the big stone in my heart , i hope this beautiful moment will live forever for them . I'm a person that won't trust friend eh but when i entre this great class i really blieve in all of them , i felt that my distance btwn me n jl r better than last time d . This time we gt talk more already but dun knw y ... mayb she just wanna make ys jealous but if she really wan that then i thk that she had made it bcus ys was jealous bout me ... Today jl was crying inside the class during ekon class and that moment i was shock because altough i knw she will cry when she sad but i nvr expect that she will cry inside the class and infront teacher , although that she told me that it was a small matter but my feeling told me that it was nt that easy .... God bless her that she will happy always and won't hurt by other ppl ...
Yesterday was my boss and master match with joanne and gaya , i thought that my master team will win them and i hope that they can enter next round but the reality are so cruel because they had lost to joanne with the score 30 : 20 ( i think so :P ) Because of that match i saw my master cry the 1st time ... when she was crying i dun knw hw to comfert her and i was just standing beside her company her ... That time i know that she dun have mood to watch badminton competition already so i bring her back home , during reaching her house ... suddenly i ask her , she gt lesson for car or not then she ans gt . I dun knw what happen to me , sudden ask her to drive with my car and i dun even felt any scare ... i thk i had gone insane , she telling me that she long time did't drive already but dun knw why i still dare to let her to drive ... But the moment she drive i started to see her sweet smile appear at her face , that time i really felt so happy . Although she still nt really knw hw to control but i believe if she practice more then she will able to drive very smooth ... After that when she reach home she gv me a very sweet smile and i ask her to msg me when she reach home but she say that her hp had out of credit ... Along the way back to my house i call her and ask her izit she reach home d .... Then at night i msg she and i did't expect that she will reply eh because she told me that her hp had out of credit . Then she send me a msg and it content was about thx me , that time i felt happy again but there are something that make me thk twice so i msg my boss and ask her ok bo ??? Then my boss reply me that she ok and ask me concern bout my master ... At that moment i felt that they both really gt problem , although they were sittiing beside each other but they were nt belive in each other . Haiz ... really headache about it .
Today when i saw them were nice to each other and having a talk and laugh together , i really felt then i had realease the big stone in my heart , i hope this beautiful moment will live forever for them . I'm a person that won't trust friend eh but when i entre this great class i really blieve in all of them , i felt that my distance btwn me n jl r better than last time d . This time we gt talk more already but dun knw y ... mayb she just wanna make ys jealous but if she really wan that then i thk that she had made it bcus ys was jealous bout me ... Today jl was crying inside the class during ekon class and that moment i was shock because altough i knw she will cry when she sad but i nvr expect that she will cry inside the class and infront teacher , although that she told me that it was a small matter but my feeling told me that it was nt that easy .... God bless her that she will happy always and won't hurt by other ppl ...
Sunday 3 July 2011
Cannot slp again ....
Hmm... tonight i cant sleep again , dun knw y ??? My mind really in headache , it felt wanna take a day off but cant ... My brain had to work for 24 hour per day , 7 days per week , 4 weeks per month , 12 month per year ... why cant let it stop ??? I say i just wanna she happy but can i did it or just say nia ??? I started to confuse about what had i say ...
Nxt month again is my exam , i'm kinda scare that i cant do it but i will try my very best to not let my parents down bcause they had put a very high hope on me ... start from tomorrow , badminton match will start and i know i had no chance to win it bcus 1st round i already meet with the pro !!!! But for me playing badminton is not the matter of win and lose , it is the matter of how you enjoy the process when u are playing with them ....
Thus my house will doing a BBQ party and i hope that this is party that i hope for the long time , i thk it will .... i must put some faith with it ... cheer up chris , u had promise yourself not to be sad rite ??? So you must put your sweet smile every moment :p
Nxt month again is my exam , i'm kinda scare that i cant do it but i will try my very best to not let my parents down bcause they had put a very high hope on me ... start from tomorrow , badminton match will start and i know i had no chance to win it bcus 1st round i already meet with the pro !!!! But for me playing badminton is not the matter of win and lose , it is the matter of how you enjoy the process when u are playing with them ....
Thus my house will doing a BBQ party and i hope that this is party that i hope for the long time , i thk it will .... i must put some faith with it ... cheer up chris , u had promise yourself not to be sad rite ??? So you must put your sweet smile every moment :p
Saturday 2 July 2011
Early morning ...
It was a raining day , i had woke up so early today maybe is due to her .... It happen few days ago, i had know a girl then she started call me kor kor ... that day she make me honey drink and i felt so sweet because she know i had a headache a day before , during the 1P1S1M she make me a breakfast which a human face inside and again i felt so sweet about it .. Yesterday she told me that she had break with her bf and she very sad , i dun know what can i do to make her cheer up again ... haix ... that why i wake up so early today , maybe i really worry bout her ... I scare that i had already fall for her .... just hope that she will recover soon :p
Later i will have a badminton with my friend , yahoo.... yeah !!!! Feel so syok :P
Later i will have a badminton with my friend , yahoo.... yeah !!!! Feel so syok :P
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